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Date : Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Time : 8:48 PM
Title : mixed feelings

MIXED FEELINGS

It's like i'm happy and i'm sad at the same time. oh crap :X

NAPFA IS A SUCCESS! (:

Feeling happy for getting gold (:
It's like i failed last year and this year i FINALLY succeeded.
Manymany thanks to the people who helped me. Love you guys ttm!
Esp. rvnb cdiv'10 peeps who keep telling me i can. (L)

But then all the guilt is lurking around.
It'll probably stick i guess.
It's guilt, and a really sticky one too. :X
Can't help it yeah.
But can't stop mentioning it either.
This remorse was the same dumb one who opened up my water tap and the tears just kept streaming down, free flow.

"失败是与成功之母"
I believe in this, so our failure this time round is not useless at all.
We shall learn from our own mistakes, and not commit them again.
After all, what is success without hard work, and what is success without failure?
Every success comes with a price that we pay, and if we didn't put in effort, why expect it to reap returns?
世上没有不劳而获的事, no pain no gain.
Well, take this as a good sign, not a bad omen.
We'll try again. We'll try harder. And we'll prove to those who do not believe in us.
For we believe in ourselves, and we know that we'll work hard.
We learn from this lesson, not mourn over it.

WE CAN DO IT.

Orientation pics are UNGLAM ttm. Esp. the one that i was laughing like don't know what shit and jialing was like ahem? :X hoho B) kept laughing at the pics i don't know why. LOL.

"Give wanqi her frappe" LMAO these few days thaddea keep saying this. She says i'm INSANE. Haha it's just being optimistic about boring lessons and boring school life okay! She thinks that 'cos these few days i don't drink frappe already, that's why i'm crazy. I don't think FRAPPE will help me regain sanity. Hah. :D

"Saying goodbye doesn’t mean anything. It’s the time we spent together that matters, not how we left it." - Trey Parker





Date : Saturday, April 10, 2010
Time : 11:43 AM
Title : sorry i've let you down

I'VE LET YOU DOWN,

WE'VE LET YOU DOWN.

I'm so sorry. i didn't want this either. when everything ends, you regret. but ask yourselves, why feel that remorse now, when you could have done better? why cry when it is useless? it's useless saying all these now. i could've done better, but saying all these now won't change anything.

we've ended ourselves in this plight and now we have to get out of this ourselves. no one can help us.

but however, we've still let that certain someone down. and i feel really bad about it.

Had orientation together we've the year ones ytd, cos we missed ours last year due to H1N1. quite fun. :D thanks seniors for planning the orientation! i love you guys! (: flour is super disgusting i tell you. all the flour got stuck in my mouth. tasted damn gross, yucks. after the seasons we not as bonded alr, but after orientation, could feel that all of us were back as a team, and bonded as before. i love you cdiv'10! we'll forever be a team ok!


Date : Thursday, April 8, 2010
Time : 7:49 PM
Title :

DEPRESSED.

biggest depression of my life.

i screwed up.

everything.
first is tkgs.
now is pull up.
how much worse can i get?

everyone does pull up like a piece of cake.
i've been training the wrong muscle all the while.
i pull to my maximum and i still don't pass.
what's wrong?

maybe it's fated.
i'm not supposed to be a netballer.
i'll probably let go.
if i don't get it.

someone help me.
i don't want to just give up like that.
but i seriously have no choice.
i'm not given a choice at all.
it's either stay or go.
i've got no choice.

depressed.
i've only one word.

"SORRY."


Date : Saturday, April 3, 2010
Time : 7:21 PM
Title : lost

21-10
We screwed anyway.
Don't know why we were so off form.
The RGS match was still okay, although we lost.
And what about the BP match?
We played well.
So what's going on now?

We can't screw the TKGS match.
It's a deciding match.
We have come this far.
Do we want our efforts to just go down the drain?

Homework, assignments.
They are killing me.
Mentally and physically.
NAPFA test.
Missed it.
And I may need to miss it again.
Should I?
Tuesday is the 5 stations.
Should I miss it?
Argh, this is so irritating.

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