It's been some time since I've updated this blog, well, not like anyone is reading this anyway. After this post, i'll probably take an even longer break. Holidays are ending, school is starting, there's not enough time for me to update this blog.

Well, before this holidays ends, i've got to do something worthwhile other than homework right?

Yesterday, I went swimming. Swam quite a lot, and spent a lot of time staring at the floor as well, daydreaming, i guess. Spent a lot of time floating around for nothing, rolled up like a ball. How ridiculous can i get? Spent a lot of time running to and fro of the length of the pool. Silly me, it takes so much energy, my legs ached, adding on to the torturous pain of last training's aftermath.

The swimming pool is like life. The water resistance is like life's obstacles. And I was like a tired out person running and banging straight into the obstacles before emerging the victor. 2 times to and fro, was fairly tiring. At times, I felt like i wasn't moving. Yes, my legs moved, frantically, my legs were working harder than they would have on land. But yet, my progress was hardly commendable. It was hardly 200 metres i guess. Well, that's life for you. The harder you try, the harder it tries to make things difficult. Obstacles are FOREVER in your way, one after another, you have to meet them and overcome them. It's worse then hurdles, it's worse than the minimal running i did. When we want to achieve something, it gets really tough. Everything just goes against you, suddenly perhaps, and you have to work doubly, if not triply, hard.

But all the same, when you finally achieve your goal, you feel satisfication. After that stupid running in the pool where everyone would have stared at me as if i was a loony, I felt like happy (although my thigh hurt T_T ), and then I come to realise, I've not really ran in the pool so much.

Well, that's life for you, i guess. It makes you suffer real hard, but at the same time, you emerge victorious, happy, with a big grin on your face, and a satisfied heart.

-Jia Ling: nah you wont be crazy anymore. i am here! :) LOL. YOU PLAYED DEFENDER?!! HAHAHAHAHAH! :D glad you had fun! aiyo. i missed it. i almost died in my dance camp. D;
thank you for helping me regain my sanity. ;D Yep, i played defender, super fun! Aiyo, nevermind, you're still alive and kicking now, at least. XD
-Elicia: Tag!! Yay,both of us got a hair cut,AWESOME!! :D
AWESOME! My hair damn screwed, don't talk about it. T_T

Training was totally suicidal thank you. It's a miracle that i'm still alive to tell the tale. 8 x 4 sets of the breadth of the netball court. 4 x 4 sets of the length. 30 seconds, which i never hit. T_T Enough to make me lie flat on the ground, breathless. And that's exactly what happened. Muscleaches now, damn pain. That's about it, bye! :D

Dead blog, dead blog, dead blog, no one tag. ):

Carnival was quite fun minus all the bruises, falls and bangings.

First few games were fun and relaxing, but after that it got real rough. And taxing to the physical strength. Playing WD/GD for 6 quarters is not easy ok! Played WD and intercepted 2 center passes. Played GD and practically did nothing for the last few quarters. Played GA and only got banged everywhere. And one airball. :X Played GK and also did nothing. Haha, how useless can i get. LOL. But on the whole it is quite fun. And the sun was real kind today, only came out during debrief. (: Thanks mr sunshine! XD

Ate a small lunch. One pathetic shrooms burger meal thank you. :/

Came back home and practised piano! God, how did i get so hardworking. XD

Training and piano on friday, shit. :X

Again, i forget to bring home my ball, chem TB (!) and file! - crosses fingers - i hope they don't get lost!

Was in IMM just now. Went into a CD shop and saw local drama DVDs! Saw the dream-catchers DVD, i want it! Then still have baby bonus, beach ball babes! - hyperventilate -

Recent happenings really prompted me to recall all those unhappy times before. Friends can help you alot, but they can hurt you even more. Breaking up a friendship is harder than saving one. But i've never regretted breaking that friendship up. Life was better, better than when i was going through it. I'll never forget the gruelling times that i went through, it was an experience gained, a lesson learnt. It made me much wiser.